Rabu, 08 Juni 2011

When i am here, in the place I grow!

I hardly sleep because i just afraid to not spend time awake in here... it is kinda funny huh?
Well, it is... I am coming back home to just spend 3 nights, well, it was not planned because i got urgent things to do. I will enjoy this 3 days, maximized things...:)
Btw, do u know how it feels to go back to the place where u grow...? When i arrive home, many things changed. There is no more even a shadow of my dad. My brother & I grow up and we are talking about different topics. People I know get older. The feeling is a bit sad and touch deep in your heart. I came to my bedroom that i have been sleeping on the same bed for ages and ages. Those memories come back, good ones and bad ones, then I just realised that i have been through many things and a lot! Of course not only me as the actress in it, i got so many hands to carry me when i fell down.

Now i got to divide my attention to one new layer of my life, my little family. it ain't easy though.
The feeling is so strong to still protect my brother. Be there for my mum and my brother. It may be the part of education my dad planted inside us. We are simply so close to one another.

However, the feeling going back home is so excited and i still miss something in here! always! I miss all the time I spend with my dad! I miss all the memories in the past. So it is true that pictures are the best way to keep the memory fresh.. thus... will take some photos and keep u posted guys...

Gros Bisous!
LD

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