I hardly sleep because i just afraid to not spend time awake in here... it is kinda funny huh?
Well, it is... I am coming back home to just spend 3 nights, well, it was not planned because i got urgent things to do. I will enjoy this 3 days, maximized things...:)
Btw, do u know how it feels to go back to the place where u grow...? When i arrive home, many things changed. There is no more even a shadow of my dad. My brother & I grow up and we are talking about different topics. People I know get older. The feeling is a bit sad and touch deep in your heart. I came to my bedroom that i have been sleeping on the same bed for ages and ages. Those memories come back, good ones and bad ones, then I just realised that i have been through many things and a lot! Of course not only me as the actress in it, i got so many hands to carry me when i fell down.
Now i got to divide my attention to one new layer of my life, my little family. it ain't easy though.
The feeling is so strong to still protect my brother. Be there for my mum and my brother. It may be the part of education my dad planted inside us. We are simply so close to one another.
However, the feeling going back home is so excited and i still miss something in here! always! I miss all the time I spend with my dad! I miss all the memories in the past. So it is true that pictures are the best way to keep the memory fresh.. thus... will take some photos and keep u posted guys...
Gros Bisous!
LD
Rabu, 08 Juni 2011
Selasa, 11 Januari 2011
Soulmate
I run away and he Appears
Trying to fake and we are suffered!
He is not there and you wonder,
Am I a dreamer or failure?
Not once, u bring me down.
but u meet me on the line !
Your body I can't own.
But your soul remains mine!
When i saw u, i found another me.
When u say a thing, u fill in my hope.
There is insanity and a big sea.
u swim to cross and never stop.
I wish u come back in real someday.
You grow strong in my head!
This feeling never fade nor die.
Forever we reach our fate.
LD
Trying to fake and we are suffered!
He is not there and you wonder,
Am I a dreamer or failure?
Not once, u bring me down.
but u meet me on the line !
Your body I can't own.
But your soul remains mine!
When i saw u, i found another me.
When u say a thing, u fill in my hope.
There is insanity and a big sea.
u swim to cross and never stop.
I wish u come back in real someday.
You grow strong in my head!
This feeling never fade nor die.
Forever we reach our fate.
LD
Minggu, 19 Desember 2010
Life and living in Jakarta
Jakarta, the capital of Indonesia is not giving an easy life to its people. I have never stayed here for a long time to be frank to you, but once you step your very first step in here, you will immediately understand what i am talking about. Living in here gives a lot of lessons in life. Here is really a place where you can meet people from many different layers. People in here are automatically divided to many different classes. People need to wake up early and go home late to earn some money for living, the traffic and stay on the street for hours are the trademark or this city. They said it was because it is a big city, ah.. then Kuala Lumpur? Singapore? Paris? they are not as messy as this city, why? simply because they got a lot of people to support, which simply start from their own people.
On the street, You will be amazed to see there are 2 different world at the same place, sounds confusing, doesn't it? When you look up, u will see many nice cars on streets, many nice buildings, big malls and people with nice clothes and nice stuffs stick to their body. Yet you look down, you will see how many people struggling in their lives, when u have a bit of god's heart, you even will drop your tears right away. People who are homeless, people who needs to walk few km away b4 reaching their working area; there are beggars, jobless people, and people who are so poor that have no even single base to walk with, who work in not their productive ages pulling the big garbage carts. this is just all so ironic!
Aha! Another new thing! For its traffic, headache has been given to the people here and of course the government. In order to ease this thing, the government created the rule of 3 in 1, which means, from 7 am in the morning until 10 am and 4.30 pm until 7 pm there are certain areas that inside the car, you must have 3 people sitting inside at least. These areas are the crowded areas in the central of Jakarta where the economy grows. So how if there are not enough people inside the car? You need to go to other roads that may keep u hours to arrive to your destination. You know what?
Don't worry about it! The rule is made to be broken, isn't it? just a few meters away, there will be peak of people who stand up and wave their hands, selling themselves to be "JOKI". Well, Joki is a person to help u to pass the 3 in 1 if u are lacking of people inside the car. And the fare is depending on how far u bring them inside the 3 in 1, can be from rp. 10.000 until rp. 20.000... ridiculous! This is so silly! What is sad is that there are many pregnant ladies standing to be jokis and even mothers carrying their babies! What a life???! And inside the 3 in 1, there will be cops checking your car. What game are we playing. They make their rule but then it is so cheap to buy the rule?? They just shut their eyes to not see those JOKIs. W h a t i s t h i s ????
Look at ourselves now, do we have enough things to complain about? If we are greedy, we will never be satisfied of ourselves, happiness runs away from us because we just simply look up there. And when we are heartless, we never look at our surroundings, there are so many things that god shows us in life, but we fail to be the little God's hands by ignoring our people. They are the people on earth, the same place we live in. We may not able to help too much on it, but just give what we can, talk to respect to that guys. Many of people who i notice they even miss the basic lessons of being polite to others. They hardly say please and thank you.
To the guys who work in the lift, have you said 'thank you' to him?
Be proud to those who have done in and keep it up. And those who never do it, it has never been to late to start. There are so many race problems in all over this country, the problems lay in Ego and Disrespectful.
Nothing else to say... you need to experience it and you will see how cruel life in here could be. Do what we can to ease other lives.
hugs,
LD
On the street, You will be amazed to see there are 2 different world at the same place, sounds confusing, doesn't it? When you look up, u will see many nice cars on streets, many nice buildings, big malls and people with nice clothes and nice stuffs stick to their body. Yet you look down, you will see how many people struggling in their lives, when u have a bit of god's heart, you even will drop your tears right away. People who are homeless, people who needs to walk few km away b4 reaching their working area; there are beggars, jobless people, and people who are so poor that have no even single base to walk with, who work in not their productive ages pulling the big garbage carts. this is just all so ironic!
Aha! Another new thing! For its traffic, headache has been given to the people here and of course the government. In order to ease this thing, the government created the rule of 3 in 1, which means, from 7 am in the morning until 10 am and 4.30 pm until 7 pm there are certain areas that inside the car, you must have 3 people sitting inside at least. These areas are the crowded areas in the central of Jakarta where the economy grows. So how if there are not enough people inside the car? You need to go to other roads that may keep u hours to arrive to your destination. You know what?
Don't worry about it! The rule is made to be broken, isn't it? just a few meters away, there will be peak of people who stand up and wave their hands, selling themselves to be "JOKI". Well, Joki is a person to help u to pass the 3 in 1 if u are lacking of people inside the car. And the fare is depending on how far u bring them inside the 3 in 1, can be from rp. 10.000 until rp. 20.000... ridiculous! This is so silly! What is sad is that there are many pregnant ladies standing to be jokis and even mothers carrying their babies! What a life???! And inside the 3 in 1, there will be cops checking your car. What game are we playing. They make their rule but then it is so cheap to buy the rule?? They just shut their eyes to not see those JOKIs. W h a t i s t h i s ????
Look at ourselves now, do we have enough things to complain about? If we are greedy, we will never be satisfied of ourselves, happiness runs away from us because we just simply look up there. And when we are heartless, we never look at our surroundings, there are so many things that god shows us in life, but we fail to be the little God's hands by ignoring our people. They are the people on earth, the same place we live in. We may not able to help too much on it, but just give what we can, talk to respect to that guys. Many of people who i notice they even miss the basic lessons of being polite to others. They hardly say please and thank you.
To the guys who work in the lift, have you said 'thank you' to him?
Be proud to those who have done in and keep it up. And those who never do it, it has never been to late to start. There are so many race problems in all over this country, the problems lay in Ego and Disrespectful.
Nothing else to say... you need to experience it and you will see how cruel life in here could be. Do what we can to ease other lives.
hugs,
LD
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